hello world.
My first blog. Ever. I'm not really sure where to start but here goes nothing... I was talking with my friend A and when she told me about how she blogs to put down her thoughts online, it really drew my attention. It's totally true that when anybody blogs, they are giving a piece of themselves away. They became vulnerable. Exposed. But there is a degree of admiration involved in this process. Often times, it is difficult for me to open myself up when I am meeting someone new. Why? Fear is one of the reason. When I do expose myself to others, I initially feel that I am ensnared with the fear of getting hurt, betrayed, and what-not. I am also afraid that when I open myself up all the ugly, icky part inside me will be revealed. That's why I wore a superficial facade to prevent that from happening. I've build a wall that I thought would protect me from harm's way, yet in reality the very same wall is restricting me from the relationships that I invest in. But prais...